Is been a long time since i pray so hard till my eyes see vision and speak the blessed word from God. I'm real don't deserved it, i'm nobody, i'm a servant a dog of God, thats what i am. But, i still remember once my pastor was sending a msg to us, where God does not choose the big people, God choose the small people to do great things.
My hands are shaking till my heart beat increasing...when i read the bible story book to my sister and her baby in her womb. I know how strong is the word of God, even if i'm scared i will continue to praise His word's. It means so much to my sister, when i see her eye's, i know that God is making way for her and her family in law's to get closer to God.
Every night when i hold her hand for praying, i hear and see visions from God. Tonight from my mouth, God's words reach me by telling "For this baby is the key for her and her in laws her husband to get near to God". A word that i never think of using, when i say it i felt peace in me, i know at that point is from God. Till now i'm still shaking,but i will say out loud, even if a knife is held on my neck.
God, i know Your Almighty is here with my all the time, please make a way for me to go back to you. I know i'm not worthy, i know i'm not good enough, but please let me stand up for You my King,my Lord. I'm lost without you...
