Having a very moody day 2day...ppl around u jus seem to be hiding somewhere when u need to jus talk....very down till i can't even rest my eyes to take a good nap...
Everything jus seem to deep deep deep down 2day...even de sky is cloudy...it makes me feel more strees up...dark dark dark...haiz...
Well i jus do wat i do best lay down on my bed n sleep till next morning 5am then get up to work for another day...
sweat....
Monday, August 10, 2009
Saturday, August 8, 2009
All Depends on GoD~
When we are in need i often look for who's help...i guess no1 then to help u when u come forward to them....but 1 person always stand besite u and waiting u to ask any help from Him even He knows it is a Big help,He is willing to.. Just pray..He will say..i will come to u.
This 2days i was sick.. my mum ask me to come her house so that she can take care of me,but i refused,coz i worried i may make her sick too..so i remain staying in my hostel... i was so weak and yeti still manage to take care of myself. i tend to felt lonely when everyone is posting at hospital n my classmate all went home o shopping...(i was singing "lonely~i'm so lonely~"haha)...wat a day i had...then i start to pray..ever with a weak voice i know God still hear my prayer.I just pray for wellness in me...my tears jus start coming down drop by drop.. i tell god how i was missing my friends in church..sound of worship..the song we sing...the prayer we made..gathering...i was so missing it...jus pray that i can be free from sickness soon..get back to the usual me...Amen...
This 2days i was sick.. my mum ask me to come her house so that she can take care of me,but i refused,coz i worried i may make her sick too..so i remain staying in my hostel... i was so weak and yeti still manage to take care of myself. i tend to felt lonely when everyone is posting at hospital n my classmate all went home o shopping...(i was singing "lonely~i'm so lonely~"haha)...wat a day i had...then i start to pray..ever with a weak voice i know God still hear my prayer.I just pray for wellness in me...my tears jus start coming down drop by drop.. i tell god how i was missing my friends in church..sound of worship..the song we sing...the prayer we made..gathering...i was so missing it...jus pray that i can be free from sickness soon..get back to the usual me...Amen...
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
"God with us"
Today was a busy day...class was so pack for 3 days for pharmacology...(7am till 5pm...my sweet sweet naping time...bye bye...T.T...)...but what is worse is i'm having my formative exam tis thursday!!!!! ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!...just pray girl...remember that Jesus is with you~
Even class was pack but i still didn't forget to share time with my Heavenly Father~i realized that for all this 4years i been with my bible,i never read de new testament of Matthew..(i have start but stop at chapter 1...><"...lazy me...)... So i took out my bible n start to read from start,but without reading chapter 1 coz is all intro bout sons & sons of who...(that i naver able to memorize coz wit my limited memory card in me)....
i was reading chapter to chapter out loud..n can felt de presents of de Holy Spirit within me...i bursed into tears,but i keep on reading,ppl in my hostel dome was all looking at me(coz i was reading n praying at de living room)...i can hear them talk behind me,but i dun want to stop reading coz i wanted to know GoD more n more...
One specific verse was (Matthew 1:23)~"The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son,and thay call him immanuel"-which means "God with us". It reminds me that once a church member of mine write on my hand in chinese is "yi ma ne ya" and translate as Jesus love u..well then after few week i went back and ask my cell leader what is de meaning of "yi ma ne ya",and she too tell me de same meaning.I was so glad God give me this word when i was in great stress...praise de Lord with my heart~
When i was reading chapter by chapter then i read the verse of The Temptation of Jesus(chapter4 verse 3-4) it writen 3 The tempter came to Jesus and said,"If you are the Son of God,tell these stonses to become bread."
Jesus answered,"It is written:'Man does not live on bread alone,but on every word that comes from the mouth of God."
When i read this verse i felt so touch head because Jesus was right,as christian we does not live on food o cloths alone,as is said in de bible that "blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,for they will be filled".No worry about life coz for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own...
After chapter by chapter i stop at chapter6,i pray for few ppl that is importhat in my life,n ppl that i pray that i would build in friendship more and more...God is Great~i loved him,n i believe alot of us do too~
my post end here 2day...(and dun tell me for all i have writen u dunno wat i'm write k...=.="....if u really dun understand,jus read de bible la...=P)...praise de Lord~Amen~
Even class was pack but i still didn't forget to share time with my Heavenly Father~i realized that for all this 4years i been with my bible,i never read de new testament of Matthew..(i have start but stop at chapter 1...><"...lazy me...)... So i took out my bible n start to read from start,but without reading chapter 1 coz is all intro bout sons & sons of who...(that i naver able to memorize coz wit my limited memory card in me)....
i was reading chapter to chapter out loud..n can felt de presents of de Holy Spirit within me...i bursed into tears,but i keep on reading,ppl in my hostel dome was all looking at me(coz i was reading n praying at de living room)...i can hear them talk behind me,but i dun want to stop reading coz i wanted to know GoD more n more...
One specific verse was (Matthew 1:23)~"The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son,and thay call him immanuel"-which means "God with us". It reminds me that once a church member of mine write on my hand in chinese is "yi ma ne ya" and translate as Jesus love u..well then after few week i went back and ask my cell leader what is de meaning of "yi ma ne ya",and she too tell me de same meaning.I was so glad God give me this word when i was in great stress...praise de Lord with my heart~
When i was reading chapter by chapter then i read the verse of The Temptation of Jesus(chapter4 verse 3-4) it writen 3 The tempter came to Jesus and said,"If you are the Son of God,tell these stonses to become bread."
Jesus answered,"It is written:'Man does not live on bread alone,but on every word that comes from the mouth of God."
When i read this verse i felt so touch head because Jesus was right,as christian we does not live on food o cloths alone,as is said in de bible that "blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,for they will be filled".No worry about life coz for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own...
After chapter by chapter i stop at chapter6,i pray for few ppl that is importhat in my life,n ppl that i pray that i would build in friendship more and more...God is Great~i loved him,n i believe alot of us do too~
my post end here 2day...(and dun tell me for all i have writen u dunno wat i'm write k...=.="....if u really dun understand,jus read de bible la...=P)...praise de Lord~Amen~
My Lord And only King~
Life is getting better...but i felt so lost sometimes...lost in study...lost in time...n most of all lost in me...
But i believe God has plan a wonderfull thing for me in front...jus waiting for me to open my eyes...n look at Him..i know his waiting for me to grow in spirit & heal in my lost soul...praise de Lord in His Great name~Almighty GoD~i loved Him~^^~
last week when i attend church,i start to remember back de 1st time i attended GA611(GREaT ARMy 611),i was go blur...><"...(OMG what i'm doing here!!!!)...but when we all start to worship,i felt the Holy Spirit in me. I break into taers...& cry out so hard till i can felt my heart flows so fast till i can't control...then i realize i lost my way so long n on that night i found Jesus again.. Now time has already past 7months...i now felt the Holy Spirit in me everytime i preach God's word. Holy Spirit touch so deep into my heart that i felt so blessed to be able to preach my Heavenly Father's word. Hallelujah~~~
Now my heart is with the Lord~i will always praise de Lord in his mighty name by praying de
way home & worship Him by sing n dance...(dun get me wrong i'm not crazy,but only crazy for de Lord...hehe..=P)~~~~
Amen~
But i believe God has plan a wonderfull thing for me in front...jus waiting for me to open my eyes...n look at Him..i know his waiting for me to grow in spirit & heal in my lost soul...praise de Lord in His Great name~Almighty GoD~i loved Him~^^~
last week when i attend church,i start to remember back de 1st time i attended GA611(GREaT ARMy 611),i was go blur...><"...(OMG what i'm doing here!!!!)...but when we all start to worship,i felt the Holy Spirit in me. I break into taers...& cry out so hard till i can felt my heart flows so fast till i can't control...then i realize i lost my way so long n on that night i found Jesus again.. Now time has already past 7months...i now felt the Holy Spirit in me everytime i preach God's word. Holy Spirit touch so deep into my heart that i felt so blessed to be able to preach my Heavenly Father's word. Hallelujah~~~
Now my heart is with the Lord~i will always praise de Lord in his mighty name by praying de
way home & worship Him by sing n dance...(dun get me wrong i'm not crazy,but only crazy for de Lord...hehe..=P)~~~~
Amen~
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