This week i'm been posted to columbia asia at SS17,is a extended care unit,inside is all patient with weak illness..stroke,fracture,coma,accident patient,mental retarded...many many of them are on bed....
The 1st impression you might give the patient is pity...sence of sad..that is wat i feel...the worst and sad part was i saw christians.There is a past pastor,he been leave by his family there for few years,n when i ask him do he still pray he said no..the word jus broke my heart..his mental stages is weak,he do not know alot of things.I sang to him "How great is our God,sing with me how great is our God",then he told me that is a good song.I believe in his heart there is still songs of and voice of GOd in his spirit,Thank God!!!
But when i reach another room i saw a coma patient,her room wall has a card with a prayer of healing by her side..but when i look at her there is no sence of normality with her..she could not see me,nor hear me..then my tears run pass my eyes..oh my Lord come n heal this women infront of me...please...please...the only thing i can do was only a prayer...simple prayer...
Then another room i went in,there is a indian women,she has been stiff with her whole body due to the long years of laying on bed...with her was a poster writen on it is "Jesus,loved me..."yes Jesus loved her...loved her so must..that i can sence the tears n sound of crying of the Lord in that room...Jesus,just holding her with tears..blessingss.. When i hold her hand with my hand,she was affraid,her eyes is with fear...i believe in her past life there had bad things happend to her,that she might not able to tell...Lord had your send me here to see all things...
my King,my Lord,my refuge,my God..come to this hospital,come into this peoples life,let them open thier eyes n ears to see n hear You again, let them praise You again,let them walk into Your church with thier legs again,let them sang Your songs again,let them worship again...
Read this msg people,see how bless n gratefull that you are to had eyes and ears to do Gods work again..
When i writing this blog...i i'm in tears,in fear,in pain...open ur eyes my frens,so that you may live long in then Land of the Lord with health...pray when u read this msg...so that people with this kind of conditin receive the blessing from the Lord..don't be selfish of your prayers,b'coz that is a gift from the Almighty Lord...
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Monday, November 2, 2009
Forgiveness~
matt.6:14-15...'For you forgive men when they sin against you, youe haevenly father will also forgive you.But if you do not forgive men their sin,your Father will not forgive your sins.
matt.18:35...'This is how my heavenly Father will treat each of you unless you forgive your brother from your heart'.
I remember when i 1st come into nursing i really duno de the true word wat is to forgive..to me..forgive is jus a word o a simple action....but now only i realize,forgiveness from de heart is so hard n meaningfull....
God made us whole,to do great things in the world for Him,He will nvr skip His Blessing to who in front of Him n jump to another person,He will pass over every single life,n 'x-ray' them as He will.That means,everyone of us is important in God eyes,we should not fight,shall not hide from others,coz we were mean to go into then Kingdom of God in one day n meet again..there is no need to hide ur true side,but to open wide so that God can do great things in us..forgiving to each others...then our Heavenly Father wiil forgive us too.
I had problems with some frens before,i was sad...real sad...then only i realize,to get an forgiveness from a fren is so hard...so hard...i felt tat to knee down to him/her is much easy then treating them well...but i can't do tat for i will only knee down to my Heavenly Father.When i realize tat,God give me a patience heart,n humble me infront of others. I was bless n
God give me a path to walk pass evil,temptation lost it shadow when the Lord stand beside me.He told me to have a forgiving hreat,so that who hates me will forgive me,who crush my true love will love me again.When i have a forgiving heart,i had the blessing in me...Halelujah~^^~
matt.18:35...'This is how my heavenly Father will treat each of you unless you forgive your brother from your heart'.
I remember when i 1st come into nursing i really duno de the true word wat is to forgive..to me..forgive is jus a word o a simple action....but now only i realize,forgiveness from de heart is so hard n meaningfull....
God made us whole,to do great things in the world for Him,He will nvr skip His Blessing to who in front of Him n jump to another person,He will pass over every single life,n 'x-ray' them as He will.That means,everyone of us is important in God eyes,we should not fight,shall not hide from others,coz we were mean to go into then Kingdom of God in one day n meet again..there is no need to hide ur true side,but to open wide so that God can do great things in us..forgiving to each others...then our Heavenly Father wiil forgive us too.
I had problems with some frens before,i was sad...real sad...then only i realize,to get an forgiveness from a fren is so hard...so hard...i felt tat to knee down to him/her is much easy then treating them well...but i can't do tat for i will only knee down to my Heavenly Father.When i realize tat,God give me a patience heart,n humble me infront of others. I was bless n
God give me a path to walk pass evil,temptation lost it shadow when the Lord stand beside me.He told me to have a forgiving hreat,so that who hates me will forgive me,who crush my true love will love me again.When i have a forgiving heart,i had the blessing in me...Halelujah~^^~
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