A friend who is in need..

Was looking trough my blog list of friends, i found her blog in my list, from her language and words she shown that she is a well educated girl, maybe a bit rumble at times in life , but she is still holding on.

I never known her well in this 2years time, to me she is just a friend who sit beside me at class. But one day , a person told me regarding her condition at the college, she is slimming down a lot. I notice at times, i told her to take care of herself, but it seem she is not that concern. From that person i talk to, i realize she has treated me as a good friend since we know each other. i was shock at time, but when i recall back she does like to talk with me at times, and i'm been caring for her that which i don't realize, maybe to me is just a simple words of caring, but to her i been a nice person to her. Funny how things turn out between us, i made a good friend, when i don't realize it.

I head back home that day and lay on my bed, thinking a head of what the person has said, she has treated me as a good friend, i should be more concern about her too. I started to think bout plans to know her more, maybe go shopping with her, or even have movies together. But all this is just thinking, the most important thing to me is how to approach her. How to let a person understand that i'm coming towards you to be you friend? I'm real confused...

Maybe when i meet her, i should be able to come clean with her, i just want to let her know i want to be your friend not based on what others has told me, but i i want to be your friend as a a friends. Words is not easy to come out sometime right? Just let time tell us.

Life at this point...

Life at this point is well, all goes fine, lots of support from my family and friends. Study is fine, practical i done my best, life i'm controlling with rational doing. But, when all this is proceeding well, i started to think of my future as a working personal in the hospital, so much to plan and think, to achieve.

At that moment i wanted more, i believe i can do it, is just the matter of time.Discuss it with my family member, mum told me is a great planning, at my age i'm doing well and life is not much of a problem as a student now. But, from my sister she saids that "your plan is good, but you might never know what is a head of you". As she says, it does bring up points that life is not a straight path way, is full of ups and downs. When come to think of it early planning involved lots of thinking and planning, i started to think over and over again, maybe i'm too rushing over my future, i might not known what will happen to me tomorrow. Life is short just go with it!