This week i'm been posted to columbia asia at SS17,is a extended care unit,inside is all patient with weak illness..stroke,fracture,coma,accident patient,mental retarded...many many of them are on bed....
The 1st impression you might give the patient is pity...sence of sad..that is wat i feel...the worst and sad part was i saw christians.There is a past pastor,he been leave by his family there for few years,n when i ask him do he still pray he said no..the word jus broke my heart..his mental stages is weak,he do not know alot of things.I sang to him "How great is our God,sing with me how great is our God",then he told me that is a good song.I believe in his heart there is still songs of and voice of GOd in his spirit,Thank God!!!
But when i reach another room i saw a coma patient,her room wall has a card with a prayer of healing by her side..but when i look at her there is no sence of normality with her..she could not see me,nor hear me..then my tears run pass my eyes..oh my Lord come n heal this women infront of me...please...please...the only thing i can do was only a prayer...simple prayer...
Then another room i went in,there is a indian women,she has been stiff with her whole body due to the long years of laying on bed...with her was a poster writen on it is "Jesus,loved me..."yes Jesus loved her...loved her so must..that i can sence the tears n sound of crying of the Lord in that room...Jesus,just holding her with tears..blessingss.. When i hold her hand with my hand,she was affraid,her eyes is with fear...i believe in her past life there had bad things happend to her,that she might not able to tell...Lord had your send me here to see all things...
my King,my Lord,my refuge,my God..come to this hospital,come into this peoples life,let them open thier eyes n ears to see n hear You again, let them praise You again,let them walk into Your church with thier legs again,let them sang Your songs again,let them worship again...
Read this msg people,see how bless n gratefull that you are to had eyes and ears to do Gods work again..
When i writing this blog...i i'm in tears,in fear,in pain...open ur eyes my frens,so that you may live long in then Land of the Lord with health...pray when u read this msg...so that people with this kind of conditin receive the blessing from the Lord..don't be selfish of your prayers,b'coz that is a gift from the Almighty Lord...
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Monday, November 2, 2009
Forgiveness~
matt.6:14-15...'For you forgive men when they sin against you, youe haevenly father will also forgive you.But if you do not forgive men their sin,your Father will not forgive your sins.
matt.18:35...'This is how my heavenly Father will treat each of you unless you forgive your brother from your heart'.
I remember when i 1st come into nursing i really duno de the true word wat is to forgive..to me..forgive is jus a word o a simple action....but now only i realize,forgiveness from de heart is so hard n meaningfull....
God made us whole,to do great things in the world for Him,He will nvr skip His Blessing to who in front of Him n jump to another person,He will pass over every single life,n 'x-ray' them as He will.That means,everyone of us is important in God eyes,we should not fight,shall not hide from others,coz we were mean to go into then Kingdom of God in one day n meet again..there is no need to hide ur true side,but to open wide so that God can do great things in us..forgiving to each others...then our Heavenly Father wiil forgive us too.
I had problems with some frens before,i was sad...real sad...then only i realize,to get an forgiveness from a fren is so hard...so hard...i felt tat to knee down to him/her is much easy then treating them well...but i can't do tat for i will only knee down to my Heavenly Father.When i realize tat,God give me a patience heart,n humble me infront of others. I was bless n
God give me a path to walk pass evil,temptation lost it shadow when the Lord stand beside me.He told me to have a forgiving hreat,so that who hates me will forgive me,who crush my true love will love me again.When i have a forgiving heart,i had the blessing in me...Halelujah~^^~
matt.18:35...'This is how my heavenly Father will treat each of you unless you forgive your brother from your heart'.
I remember when i 1st come into nursing i really duno de the true word wat is to forgive..to me..forgive is jus a word o a simple action....but now only i realize,forgiveness from de heart is so hard n meaningfull....
God made us whole,to do great things in the world for Him,He will nvr skip His Blessing to who in front of Him n jump to another person,He will pass over every single life,n 'x-ray' them as He will.That means,everyone of us is important in God eyes,we should not fight,shall not hide from others,coz we were mean to go into then Kingdom of God in one day n meet again..there is no need to hide ur true side,but to open wide so that God can do great things in us..forgiving to each others...then our Heavenly Father wiil forgive us too.
I had problems with some frens before,i was sad...real sad...then only i realize,to get an forgiveness from a fren is so hard...so hard...i felt tat to knee down to him/her is much easy then treating them well...but i can't do tat for i will only knee down to my Heavenly Father.When i realize tat,God give me a patience heart,n humble me infront of others. I was bless n
God give me a path to walk pass evil,temptation lost it shadow when the Lord stand beside me.He told me to have a forgiving hreat,so that who hates me will forgive me,who crush my true love will love me again.When i have a forgiving heart,i had the blessing in me...Halelujah~^^~
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Time....
Is been 1month i didn't blog...since my stressing week....finally i'm up again.....
Exam is coming soon..but i do think i'm still not prepare.My life was a mess for de past few weeks. Tired of couse is on my mind,i haven't touch a book,nor a notes...time just flu pass my hands that i could't able to catch it...
Every night i close my eyes n lay on my bed..i just wonder how mach more time can God give me...i'm still standing on de same point since de day i hold on his hand...untill that day i was singing to my Lord in His house,i hear Him..asking me "what are u doing here",i can felt my feet with fire,burning it..i just have de sence to run and run faster...i believe God wanted me to run to another point since i'm still sleep walking in His presents...
Exam is coming soon..but i do think i'm still not prepare.My life was a mess for de past few weeks. Tired of couse is on my mind,i haven't touch a book,nor a notes...time just flu pass my hands that i could't able to catch it...
Every night i close my eyes n lay on my bed..i just wonder how mach more time can God give me...i'm still standing on de same point since de day i hold on his hand...untill that day i was singing to my Lord in His house,i hear Him..asking me "what are u doing here",i can felt my feet with fire,burning it..i just have de sence to run and run faster...i believe God wanted me to run to another point since i'm still sleep walking in His presents...
Monday, August 10, 2009
wordless....
Having a very moody day 2day...ppl around u jus seem to be hiding somewhere when u need to jus talk....very down till i can't even rest my eyes to take a good nap...
Everything jus seem to deep deep deep down 2day...even de sky is cloudy...it makes me feel more strees up...dark dark dark...haiz...
Well i jus do wat i do best lay down on my bed n sleep till next morning 5am then get up to work for another day...
sweat....
Everything jus seem to deep deep deep down 2day...even de sky is cloudy...it makes me feel more strees up...dark dark dark...haiz...
Well i jus do wat i do best lay down on my bed n sleep till next morning 5am then get up to work for another day...
sweat....
Saturday, August 8, 2009
All Depends on GoD~
When we are in need i often look for who's help...i guess no1 then to help u when u come forward to them....but 1 person always stand besite u and waiting u to ask any help from Him even He knows it is a Big help,He is willing to.. Just pray..He will say..i will come to u.
This 2days i was sick.. my mum ask me to come her house so that she can take care of me,but i refused,coz i worried i may make her sick too..so i remain staying in my hostel... i was so weak and yeti still manage to take care of myself. i tend to felt lonely when everyone is posting at hospital n my classmate all went home o shopping...(i was singing "lonely~i'm so lonely~"haha)...wat a day i had...then i start to pray..ever with a weak voice i know God still hear my prayer.I just pray for wellness in me...my tears jus start coming down drop by drop.. i tell god how i was missing my friends in church..sound of worship..the song we sing...the prayer we made..gathering...i was so missing it...jus pray that i can be free from sickness soon..get back to the usual me...Amen...
This 2days i was sick.. my mum ask me to come her house so that she can take care of me,but i refused,coz i worried i may make her sick too..so i remain staying in my hostel... i was so weak and yeti still manage to take care of myself. i tend to felt lonely when everyone is posting at hospital n my classmate all went home o shopping...(i was singing "lonely~i'm so lonely~"haha)...wat a day i had...then i start to pray..ever with a weak voice i know God still hear my prayer.I just pray for wellness in me...my tears jus start coming down drop by drop.. i tell god how i was missing my friends in church..sound of worship..the song we sing...the prayer we made..gathering...i was so missing it...jus pray that i can be free from sickness soon..get back to the usual me...Amen...
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
"God with us"
Today was a busy day...class was so pack for 3 days for pharmacology...(7am till 5pm...my sweet sweet naping time...bye bye...T.T...)...but what is worse is i'm having my formative exam tis thursday!!!!! ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!...just pray girl...remember that Jesus is with you~
Even class was pack but i still didn't forget to share time with my Heavenly Father~i realized that for all this 4years i been with my bible,i never read de new testament of Matthew..(i have start but stop at chapter 1...><"...lazy me...)... So i took out my bible n start to read from start,but without reading chapter 1 coz is all intro bout sons & sons of who...(that i naver able to memorize coz wit my limited memory card in me)....
i was reading chapter to chapter out loud..n can felt de presents of de Holy Spirit within me...i bursed into tears,but i keep on reading,ppl in my hostel dome was all looking at me(coz i was reading n praying at de living room)...i can hear them talk behind me,but i dun want to stop reading coz i wanted to know GoD more n more...
One specific verse was (Matthew 1:23)~"The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son,and thay call him immanuel"-which means "God with us". It reminds me that once a church member of mine write on my hand in chinese is "yi ma ne ya" and translate as Jesus love u..well then after few week i went back and ask my cell leader what is de meaning of "yi ma ne ya",and she too tell me de same meaning.I was so glad God give me this word when i was in great stress...praise de Lord with my heart~
When i was reading chapter by chapter then i read the verse of The Temptation of Jesus(chapter4 verse 3-4) it writen 3 The tempter came to Jesus and said,"If you are the Son of God,tell these stonses to become bread."
Jesus answered,"It is written:'Man does not live on bread alone,but on every word that comes from the mouth of God."
When i read this verse i felt so touch head because Jesus was right,as christian we does not live on food o cloths alone,as is said in de bible that "blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,for they will be filled".No worry about life coz for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own...
After chapter by chapter i stop at chapter6,i pray for few ppl that is importhat in my life,n ppl that i pray that i would build in friendship more and more...God is Great~i loved him,n i believe alot of us do too~
my post end here 2day...(and dun tell me for all i have writen u dunno wat i'm write k...=.="....if u really dun understand,jus read de bible la...=P)...praise de Lord~Amen~
Even class was pack but i still didn't forget to share time with my Heavenly Father~i realized that for all this 4years i been with my bible,i never read de new testament of Matthew..(i have start but stop at chapter 1...><"...lazy me...)... So i took out my bible n start to read from start,but without reading chapter 1 coz is all intro bout sons & sons of who...(that i naver able to memorize coz wit my limited memory card in me)....
i was reading chapter to chapter out loud..n can felt de presents of de Holy Spirit within me...i bursed into tears,but i keep on reading,ppl in my hostel dome was all looking at me(coz i was reading n praying at de living room)...i can hear them talk behind me,but i dun want to stop reading coz i wanted to know GoD more n more...
One specific verse was (Matthew 1:23)~"The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son,and thay call him immanuel"-which means "God with us". It reminds me that once a church member of mine write on my hand in chinese is "yi ma ne ya" and translate as Jesus love u..well then after few week i went back and ask my cell leader what is de meaning of "yi ma ne ya",and she too tell me de same meaning.I was so glad God give me this word when i was in great stress...praise de Lord with my heart~
When i was reading chapter by chapter then i read the verse of The Temptation of Jesus(chapter4 verse 3-4) it writen 3 The tempter came to Jesus and said,"If you are the Son of God,tell these stonses to become bread."
Jesus answered,"It is written:'Man does not live on bread alone,but on every word that comes from the mouth of God."
When i read this verse i felt so touch head because Jesus was right,as christian we does not live on food o cloths alone,as is said in de bible that "blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,for they will be filled".No worry about life coz for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own...
After chapter by chapter i stop at chapter6,i pray for few ppl that is importhat in my life,n ppl that i pray that i would build in friendship more and more...God is Great~i loved him,n i believe alot of us do too~
my post end here 2day...(and dun tell me for all i have writen u dunno wat i'm write k...=.="....if u really dun understand,jus read de bible la...=P)...praise de Lord~Amen~
My Lord And only King~
Life is getting better...but i felt so lost sometimes...lost in study...lost in time...n most of all lost in me...
But i believe God has plan a wonderfull thing for me in front...jus waiting for me to open my eyes...n look at Him..i know his waiting for me to grow in spirit & heal in my lost soul...praise de Lord in His Great name~Almighty GoD~i loved Him~^^~
last week when i attend church,i start to remember back de 1st time i attended GA611(GREaT ARMy 611),i was go blur...><"...(OMG what i'm doing here!!!!)...but when we all start to worship,i felt the Holy Spirit in me. I break into taers...& cry out so hard till i can felt my heart flows so fast till i can't control...then i realize i lost my way so long n on that night i found Jesus again.. Now time has already past 7months...i now felt the Holy Spirit in me everytime i preach God's word. Holy Spirit touch so deep into my heart that i felt so blessed to be able to preach my Heavenly Father's word. Hallelujah~~~
Now my heart is with the Lord~i will always praise de Lord in his mighty name by praying de
way home & worship Him by sing n dance...(dun get me wrong i'm not crazy,but only crazy for de Lord...hehe..=P)~~~~
Amen~
But i believe God has plan a wonderfull thing for me in front...jus waiting for me to open my eyes...n look at Him..i know his waiting for me to grow in spirit & heal in my lost soul...praise de Lord in His Great name~Almighty GoD~i loved Him~^^~
last week when i attend church,i start to remember back de 1st time i attended GA611(GREaT ARMy 611),i was go blur...><"...(OMG what i'm doing here!!!!)...but when we all start to worship,i felt the Holy Spirit in me. I break into taers...& cry out so hard till i can felt my heart flows so fast till i can't control...then i realize i lost my way so long n on that night i found Jesus again.. Now time has already past 7months...i now felt the Holy Spirit in me everytime i preach God's word. Holy Spirit touch so deep into my heart that i felt so blessed to be able to preach my Heavenly Father's word. Hallelujah~~~
Now my heart is with the Lord~i will always praise de Lord in his mighty name by praying de
way home & worship Him by sing n dance...(dun get me wrong i'm not crazy,but only crazy for de Lord...hehe..=P)~~~~
Amen~
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